trying year 2012
this year seems to be a trying year for me. one in which i’m wondering what the hell i’m suppose to be doing and where i’m suppose to go. i have no clue. i’m lost. and it feels like it’s all falling apart and i cannot do anything to stop it. the worse part about it is that when i talk to others they tell me that its normal and part of life. that others are experiencing exactly what i am. but the thing is…
i never wanted to be like everyone. everybody.
i tried all my life to be someone. somebody who was exactly me. only me.